A Day in the Life with Bipolar Disorder by alicexlyonesse14, literature
Literature
A Day in the Life with Bipolar Disorder
A Day in the Life with Bipolar Disorder
It's snowing today. I hate the snow. On the rare occasions I feel happy, the snow comes and takes that happiness away. Just as snow steals away the warmth of the day, it steals away the warmth I feel inside and leaves me feeling empty and cold. That is how I feel today and how I know I will feel all winter. It's sad how depressed I feel right now, considering how elated I felt just yesterday.
Yesterday I felt like could do anything. I went to the amusement park and rode every ride. I went and saw the most action-packed movie playing at the cinema. I did things that excited me and got my adren
Red.
Red everywhere.
Staining everything.
Looking at my hands, stained with red, I realize the crime committed; however I can't seem to bring myself to care. I don't want to care. I want to feel the emptiness I crave; let it swallow me, drown me, consume me.
I look down at my feet and they're staring at me. The eyes of the victim, dull, lifeless, all seeing. They're forever frozen in a look of horror, of betrayal.
Red.
Red eyes.
Staring forever.
And I laugh, a crazy, deranged laugh. As I laugh I bring my hand to my face. Now I have red eyes too. And red cheeks from the red running down from my eyes.
The red continue to ru
What I Fear Most
What I fear most is not things like
Spiders
Heights
Or needles
What I fear most is not things like
Death
Loss
Or old age
What I fear most is that I will be like Her.
That I will become distant from loved ones.
That I will devote myself entirely to work.
That I will grow to be fake.
I fear my children will leave,
Because I am like Her.
I fear I will always make them feel guilty,
Because I am like Her.
I fear they'll feel nothing they ever do is right,
Because I am like Her.
What I fear most is that I will be just like Her.
A Day in the Life with Bipolar Disorder by alicexlyonesse14, literature
Literature
A Day in the Life with Bipolar Disorder
A Day in the Life with Bipolar Disorder
It's snowing today. I hate the snow. On the rare occasions I feel happy, the snow comes and takes that happiness away. Just as snow steals away the warmth of the day, it steals away the warmth I feel inside and leaves me feeling empty and cold. That is how I feel today and how I know I will feel all winter. It's sad how depressed I feel right now, considering how elated I felt just yesterday.
Yesterday I felt like could do anything. I went to the amusement park and rode every ride. I went and saw the most action-packed movie playing at the cinema. I did things that excited me and got my adren
The Two-Faced Mask by alicexlyonesse14, literature
Literature
The Two-Faced Mask
Two-Faced Mask
There is a mask, a two-faced mask, worn by us all
Within the soul, plastered on the face, covering the heart.
It's the fake smile worn on faces.
It's the false words spoken to others.
It's the you around friends,
The you around family,
The you by yourself.
This mask, this two-faced mask builds a wall,
An impenetrable wall, between you and your true self.
It protects fragile hearts from pain.
It hides true feelings from judgement.
It deceives others with lies.
It destroys the soul from within.
It's the unshed tears in your eyes.
It's the hidden pain in your heart.
It's the unseen love in your soul.
It's the cage
Character Profile Outline by KittyFelone, literature
Literature
Character Profile Outline
Okay, before anybody starts to think this is some weird idea, let me explain.
For anyone who knows how to write (and I mean, REALLY knows how to write), you understand that a good story has everything written out on paper first. You know, stuff like Outlines, Plot Triangles, Character Profiles. This might be of a challenge to some of you and tie you down, but unless you are capable of keeping every piece of information in your mind, this is a good resource to fall back on. If you do not need this, then fineyou arent required to use it. According to Science Fiction Writers of America, do
I love anime and enjoy drawing anything manga related. Nothing much more to say other than that I also enjoy writing fanfiction though have yet to post any. I am also a huge yaoi/shonen-ai fan and don't mind yuri. I appreciate stories that have a good plot to them and well developed or IC characters. Stories that are pure crack or have horribly OOC characters infuriate me to now end (No offence to anyone who rights stories like that or enjoy those stories. It's just a personal opinion).
My Favorites: Anime- No.6/ Magi: Labyrinth of Magic Manga- Pandora Hearts/ D.Gray-Man TV show- Criminal Minds/ Dexter/ Doctor Who Animal- Snow Leopard Flowers- Lotus Blossom/ Cherry Blossom
Animes I have Watched *D.Gray-Man* *Fullmetal Alchemist/Brotherhood* *Kuroshituji* *No.6* *Fruits Basket* *Naruto* *Yu-gi-Oh* *Bleach* *Shugo Chara* *Pokemon* *Vocaloid* *ZatchBell* *Ouran High School Host Club* *Vampire Knight* *Fairy Tale* *Ranma 1/2 (hated it, it was sooo repetative)* *Pandora Hearts* *DNAngel* *Black Cat* *Letter Bee* *Fullmoon Wo Sagashite* *Avatar: The Last Airbender* *Sailor Moon* *Cardcaptor Sakura* *DragonBall/Kai/Z/GT* *Bakugan Battle Brawlers* *Beyblade* *Chobits* *Death Note* *Digimon* *Elfen Lied* *Gravitation* *Higurashi No Noku Koro Ni* *Hikaru no Go* *Shaman King* *Inuyasha* *Junjo Romantica* *Lucky Star* *One Piece* *Rurouni Kenshin* *Spice and Wolf* *The Meloncholy of Haruhi Suzumiya* *Tokyo Mew Mew* *Wolf's Rain* *Loveless* *Sword Art Online* *Dog Days* *Sukisyo/Sukisho* *Gakuen Alice* *Gakuen Heaven* *Yami no Matsuei/Descendants of Darkness* *Princess Princess* *K* *Magi: The Labyrinth of Magic* *Karneval*
Favourite Movies
Big Fish
Favourite TV Shows
Criminal Minds, Doctor Who
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Elton John, The Beatles, John Lennon, Billy Joel, Sparks, Pink Floyd, UKISS
30+ = Super Uke
21-30 = Uke
20 = Seme-uke (Seke)
10-19 = Seme
10- = Super Seme
[x] You like to be content in everything.
[x] When a person confesses their love to you and you don't like them, you start feeling very tense and/or you don't know what to say.
[x] You enjoy listening to smooth and relaxing music.
[x] You are quite hyperactive. (Only when it comes to things that intrigue me)
[ ] If you don't like something, you start crying and you don't care if you start talking too loud.
[x] You love candies or any type of caramel.
[x] You like making others blush.
[x] You sleep with a doll/teddy bear/pillow in your hand.
[x] You're
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RULES
Check the bands you've heard of. Not just the ones you like.
Be honest people!
If you really have never heard of them, don't mark it.
ALTERNATIVE:
Breaking Benjamin [x]
Paramore [x]
Panic At The Disco [x]
Linkin Park [x]
The Academy Is... [ ]
Coldplay [x]
Three Days Grace [x]
Yellowcard [ ]
30 Seconds to Mars [x]
Chevelle [ ]
TOTAL SO FAR = 7
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COUNTRY:
Rascal Flatts [x]
Carrie Underwood [x]
Leanne Rhymes [ ]
Garth Brooks [x]
Dixie Chicks [x]
Kenny Chesney [ ]
Tim McGraw [x]
Faith Hill [x]
Shania Twain [x]
Johnny Cash [x]
TOTAL S
Hey just so people know I am still alive just not motivated to do any art or writing. Trust me I have started many projects I just haven't finished them. Anywho I found this amazing music video. The music is great and covers most genres AND the video is done with sock puppets. Freakin' SOCK PUPPETS!!!
Here's the link for anybody who's interested in watching singing sock puppets: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zf--ISBmLno